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dave 50, Male, Arizona, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
3:50 AM EDT

Another day another dollar...man I am beat of all this over time at work. as much as i love the money and dont mind my job geting a bit old. In geet excited just to see I only have to work 8 hours. God give me the power to deal with this day that I face and please don't let Dleen screw it up in anyway. Givee her the strength to get her crap together to move out on her own. Lokk over the kids and Lisa and I for another tough day. I love her and refuse to let go of that.

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Nated09 34, Male, Illinois, USA - 26 entries

Oct 2006
11:53 AM CST

The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials. By~ unknown This is the quote I picked for today, because it means what it says, a gem cannot be polished without friction, men and women are not just born perfect, we have to go through certain stages of our lives before we can even come close to being perfect. I personally know that if what has happened to me in my life such as being picked on because I'm overweight, or my grandma dieing, or just everyday stuff I wouldn't be the person I am today. I am a strong-willed, outspoken but know when to shut up, compassionate, kind, funny person, if none of those things happened, I would probably be a stuck up snotty person who only cares about myself. So the moral of this entry is that, if someone you know acts a certain way, they can use the excuse that it's what has happened to me in the past, but they can't use it forever. Also, sometimes what happens to a person can be very traumatic to the point where they act as children because they feel like if they act that way that life won't be as hard on them. Blessed Be, Nated

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lmm27295 45, Female, Illinois, USA - 15 entries

Oct 2006
12:20 PM EDT

B and I had a big fight last night when we went to bed. I am really not sure what ticked him off. I tried not to engage in it but he would not shut up. I don't even feel like talking about it......We are not speaking to each other today.

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Oct 2006
8:29 AM CEST

its just before my ride comes so i don't have long. last night i did not have any nightmares so now things are great. i finaaly get to see my boyfriend today for the first time in a week an i am so excited. thanks to everyone who added me as a friend it makes me feel really good when people send me a friendship request. have a GREAT DAY everyone:)

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Talacia 35, Female, Australia - 51 entries

Oct 2006
12:45 AM EST

hello...... bak to skool today! not much to say besides holidays SUK!! im so sik of them... theres nothing to do,a nd i sit on my ass ALL DAY!! and help the local church group.. goodie goodie.. YEAH RIGHT!!! anyways... havent spoken to todd :-( maybe soon. cyaz

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Spiritual One 58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Oct 2006
9:30 AM EDT

Whatever we worship, short of God, is sure to be our undoing." - Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960 I have come full circle and will look no further than to you g*d. I know you are the only thing that equals happiness. I forever will find you throughout my daily existance here. Thank you for your gracious gifts you provide me and my family everyday. Please believe in me always, I will not let you down. Thank you Father. I love you beyond words.

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shejustloves 50, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries

Oct 2006
7:14 AM CST

In my first entry perhaps I need to catch my breath. My husband has blown me away!!!! We had made a pact to not drink in the two weeks before/during our fertility treatments. We have been trying for two years. Last night he got a call that he was needed at work (we own a bar) He got off work and proceeded to get almost falling down drunk. I am angry, hurt, frusterated, and feel betrayed. This is not the first time he has done this and I feel that he is sabbatoging my dream of starting a family. There is 14 years between us an he already has 2 grown children. When we first began dating I made it very clear that I wanted kids. He said he did too and even went through 2 Vas. reversals to make that happen. He ended up with a low sperm count anyway and drinking during this time especially lowers that count even more. Why is it so hard for him to just help me with my dream...especially since he had me so convinced that it was his dream too.

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TrulyMe88 37, Female, Colorado, USA - 188 entries

Oct 2006
7:09 AM MDT

I'm living and I'm learning as I continue to grow. I have never realized how much we reject the unfamiliar and all that confuses us. Why? Because it scares us and may even cause us to be inferior. I have never wished bad upon anyone but disliked what is unlike me and no matter which way I say it or look at it, It's all the same. I have to realize that there is always going to be people unlike me. But I can't keep pushing them away because of the decisions they choose to make. I have to accpet their lifestyly, and accept them for who they are. I and everyone else in this world needs to learn how to open our hearts and see deeper than skin deep. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." We choose all of what you see to as beautiful and only you as an individual can make that decision. But to not see someone as beautiful because you don't like what's on the outside, where they are going with their life, and what they are doing is so... American. I mean I don't know what other way to put it but Americans are some close minded people who see only what they want to see. To see only what you are prepared to see is completely different. And I think if we grow up and mature out minds, spirits, and hearts.... We will see so much more, in everyone, including ourselves. To say you are God's child, thou shall love their neighbor. And just to say you love your neighbor is not good enough... SHOW IT! I've said it before and I will say it again. Love is a decision, it's a choice you make within yourself. You enact the decision you choose by doing not saying. Actions speak so much louder than words. "Understand that anybody who is somebody,to anybody,is somebody"

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Theblues1 56, Male, Colorado, USA - 18 entries

Oct 2006
8:40 AM EDT

A good morning getting along with my fiancee and feeling good and who ever sent me a comment i could not receive it hope it was good and Thanx

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Oct 2006
5:31 PM CEST

i am beginning to sink back into a deep depression once again and have lost all insperation. here is a poem i wrote a few weeks ago. demonds lurk they lurk esspeclially at night cling to the shadows of my mind whisper my deepest fears to me cutting me scareing me bleeding my blood like an endless river you seek good nights and nightmares seek me

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